I wear that dress if you wear that tie.

"I love those random memories that make me smile, no matter what's going on in my life." That's why I act crazy and do awkward stuff, just to add more memories to my collection of random memories.
Love living your life, because you only have one life and there is all ready so much negative, dark shit in the world. ♥

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When I first heard the song “Skyscraper” I hadn’t written on it. I heard it and I didn’t care. I was like “Oh my God. This song is incredible.” I recorded it a year ago before anything had happend. Before my breakdown. Before my treatment. I recorded it and I was just pouring tears in the studio like I was almost doubled over at some points and just in pain. I remember thinking this was kind of my cry for help back then because I hadn’t spoken to anyone about these issues and I hadn’t gotten the help that I needed. So, I recorded the song again a few months later after treatment because my voice is a lot stronger now that I’m not ruining it by damaging it by after every meal. It just didn’t feel the same and we kept the original one and I just feel for me it was such a symbol of like, I-I don’t know it was just symbolic of it like being the song that I recorded before treatment yet it’s providing a message and it was just like really crazy because the way that things played out, it ended up being my single. It represented everything that I’m trying to spread the word about, is getting help, rising above any issues that my fans are dealing with.

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I still play this.. every now and then.
“Never lose the child in yourself, because when you do, that’s when you know you’re getting old.” ♥

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My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn’t that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn’t really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. “I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don’t like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I’ve sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You’re beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won’t drag this out. I love you, & I’d like to be your boyfriend…Will you go out with me?” This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It’s been 5 long years, & just today, he said those exact words. To propose.

ohhottdaaaamn:

(Source: -nicolelyn, via big-greys)

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failureinthefleshh:

fuck yeah we do. and masturbation

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Mother.

traaceybui:

‎3 years old - “mommy, i love you”
13 years old - “WHATEVER MOM !”
16 years old - “Mom is so damn annoying”
18 years old - “i wanna leave this house!”
25 years old - “Mom, you were right”
30 years old - “i wanna be with my mom again”
50 years old - “i dont want to lose my mom”
70 years old - “i would give up everything for my mom to be here with me”

We only have 1 Mom.
Reblog this if you appreciate your Mom.

(via seahorsesfaeva)

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